Don't Leave...

May 17, 2017

How am I supposed to help

How am I supposed to do anything

How am I supposed to cope

With the fact that you want to leave me?

 

How am I supposed to feel

When you say that it’s

my fault

When you say it’s because of

me

When everyone thinks that it’s

me?

 

You say you want to go

but all I can think is

Haven’t I lost enough already?

Have I really done so much

Said the wrong thing

that warrants

my bleeding heart?

 

Are you out for blood

Revenge

Something that I just can’t

grasp

Something that eludes my understanding

 

I want you to stay

I want you to do it for me

Even if you don’t want to do it for

you

Can’t you do it for

for me?

Can’t you put all talk of leaving

of me losing you

 

 

in the past?

 

All pain is in the past

Losing him

Losing home

Losing who I was

Becoming who I am

Dealing with my guilt

Shame

Anxiety

Depression.

 

Please

Don’t make me cry

Don’t hurt me

Even if I deserve it

Don’t leave me


You promised...

 

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