May 22, 2017


Can't breathe

Can't think

Can't focus

Can't blink


When does it stop?

When does it end?

When did the pain -

Did it become my friend?


Monsters inside me

Crying and fighting

Help me! Help me!

I feel like I'm dying


I can't think my own words

Can't hear my own thoughts

Why am I here?

Feeling so lost


Drowning and counting

All the days I've been frowning

Crazy nights and crazy days

Always walking in a haze


Where does happiness  begin?

Where does misery end?

Where is my safe place

The one beyond my fictional friend


Where is the hope?

What does it hold - the future?

Can't seem to get close

Can't seem to paint the whole picture


I hum to myself

A sweet lullaby

The monsters inside me

Find a place to hide


But I can't do this alone

I need some help


He will listen


Pray for hope

Pray for peace

Pray for serenity

Pray for my sanity to return.

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