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Not Scared


I'm not scared

Of dying

Even tried it

Once or twice

I'm not bothered

by snakes

I like the way

They wrap like

Living nooses

Sometimes I

Like the dark

More than the

Light

When you can't see

It's brimming with

Possibilities

I love heights

And standing on

Tiny edges

Inches from falling

Closed spaces

Don't make me

Feel suffocated

Or small but make

Me feel giant for

Once, breathing in

All the air.

Ghosts don't freak me out

I'd fuck with demons

If the danger sounded fun

I relish nightmares

And the adrenaline rush

that makes me feel alive

I like to walk along

Railroad tracks at night

In the yellow hue

Of street lamps

Spiders don't keep me

Up at night

But I still don't sleep

My biggest fear

Is waking up

When I'm thirty

In a house in

The suburbs

With dinner burning

On the stove

My biggest fear

Is that I'll roll over

With a ring on my finger

And stare at someone

Who regrets placing it there

My biggest fear

Is that the most

Of the world I'll see

Is the east coast

My biggest fear

Is the job I get

Will be in an

Office chained

To a desk

From 9 to 5

While I wish I

Wasn't alive